"At first, I want to kill those rotten garbage... I want to throw them and burn them until I had satisfied my self. But, as I fell asleep, I find my self being cursed by a warrior who slayed my heart into death... Just then, I woke up... I feel the pouring rain on my skin. I thought of killing him so I can be happier. But, the result is... I found my self bleeding with my own blood. I cried and cried. At last, the warrior came and healed me... He exchanged his life to mine and so he died.
He smiled at me through his last breath. I can't feel him now. I can't feel the beating of his heart. I can't hear his angelic voice anymore. Only his sweet smile is all I can see.
I don't know what to do... I love him. So, I chose to stay in mud of loneliness and hatred... and bury my self into death too...
And then, here I am... being alive again in a new generation. My principles in life had changed. I learn to love other people. I learn to forgive but never forget. I learn to control my emotions. I learn to be satisfied with all the things that I have. I learn to cry and to laugh. I learn to be strong and to improve my weaknesses.
But still, one thing I can never learn... that is to forget the warrior who made me believe that love really exist. Thus, the saddest thing is, he never awake from his deep sleep.
Until now, I'm waiting for him... 'cause, all I want is to make him feel my deepest love for him..."
"I'll wait... for eternity..."
"now... tell me... who could save me from my deepest grief?"
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