I am a guy that is lost on his tracks. I love anime , im a huge gamer and i am athletic. I had gf's but they r long distance ... i never was in a real relationship to get a taste of real love. I have a lil life, not compared as wat i want it to be. Im smart but not a genius. I am cute if u know my lifestyle idk if u will think i am anymore. I was a emo person i had tried to attempt suicide many times. Now i am a different guy. I take out my anger on my body( like lifting weights and stuff). I never hit girls. I fight men for no reason i guess i am still wanting to die, but i never lost a fight so.. mm.. Idk if i have a future or not, im not really the socail type. I am a bit ignorant .. cuz idc about anything. Untill there is a soul powerful enough to revive the person that lies within' i wont ever care and i wont ever try my hardest. I am really lost in my life. I am truthful, and i tell u this cuz if u dont like me u can go ahead and leave like everyone else will do.I draw and fantasize a lot. I have a very good imagenation, i turn live ppl into anime characters. I draw to get my mind off track of life. I call it my time away from life , its my escape for running into a hateful life. I get cracked on a lot, I am romantic only if u reach that far with me. I dont like it when girls go with someone and dont show how they feel about there wat so called lovers. I dont know wat love is , or wat its like but i can say love is a bitch from experience of my lifestyle. I think love is a one way ticket to getting your heart broken, well its true, long distance relationships are quite worthless cuz that person can cheat on u anytime , so wat i do is set that one person as a side by converstaional person, meaning when i feel like flirting, or talkin i can talk to her besides that, i dont love love her. Love is a word of huge power, i have the ability to change womens attitude and be happy. I can make them mad of course also. I dont aim for sex in a girl i aim for the heart. I know the pain of a girl , in fact when girls get there heart broken and cry cuz some dumb ass guy want to cheat then i cry. Leads me to another thing, i am emotional. And if u try to tease me with someone and u know i have feelings for u u can give up cuz really i can care less. I dont own a girl when i go with one, she got her own body and mind and do wat u want, most girls i talked to never leave me alone cuz they know im a really nice guy. I am a virgin of course. I had many oppertunitys with 15-20 year old women, and yet i rejected them cuz of the same ass comment they always say. My friends say its a HUGE compliment , then again its a HUGE turnoff. ehh.><Q. u need to know me to know more of me. If u dont like the way i look say it dont feel pity or sorriful and say i feel sorry for u so i will go with u. DAMNIT!!! if u dont like me say it, if not its a waste of time . i think thats all i will say here. talk to me AND WHEN I MEAN TALK i mean talk cuz i will delete u if u dont talk. simple and e z. a friend is someone who talks NOT someone for show. so... yea..and Oh i forgot.. i dont have a lot of friends, cuz i dont care really...

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