About Me
Many people are asking me about my job as being someone who helps people pass on. This is true, and i honestly hope that many believe in a after life or life after death. There is proof... all you have to do is look. It isn't difficult for someone to become spiritually aware of their surrounding, and it's not as frighting as many would think. You just have to be strong in spirit, shell and soul. The shell being your body... while the soul is encased within this shell. That's why when someone dies they're soul isn't damaged only their shell is destroyed. I want to help people pass on because i HATE suffering and loneliness. I know how this feels. Let me explain a little more about myself.
I got involved in the spirit world when i was 10 years old. It's that age when you'll believe in almost anything that you see. I did. I used the Ouija Board for some time and started to realized a change within my body... like my soul trying to escape the pain it knew that it would soon endure. I normally don't tell people about my gift because i care about what people think of me. I've had a bad life, even when i was young i had to put a man in jail (This man was not my mother's boyfriend). I won't go into detail but i believe that some of you can use your imaginations for this. Well... anyways at this time of change (becoming more spiritually aware) my mother was breaking up with her boyfriend of about 9 years (not married). I loved him like he was my father and watching them fight and hearing them scream at such a young age tore me apart inside and out. It made a crack outside of my shell, and weakened my soul. After, they broke up my mother's connection with me lessoned... we didn't talk as much nor did discuss certain matters. I was growing up... that was that. I soon became a woman without the love and attention that i needed. I was 11 years old.
My mother soon found a man, and became quit happy. So did I. While at this time i was already speaking with a guardian of mine a protector who resided in the spirit world, of course to protect my soul and its purity... also innocence. Then something happened that I'll never forget. My mother had gotten cancer, and became VERY ill, she was dieing. That's when i started to loose it, i couldn't function. I'd locked myself in my room and have sessions of talking to my guardian. I'd beg him to save my mother. He did. My mother won the battle against cancer, and i moved to the next level in my abilities as a spirit guide. During this time all i had was Anime to keep me going, and to this day it helps me with the spirit world. The shows made me happy, and helped gain some confidence within myself.
If you want me to write more about myself I'll gladly do so.
(I wrote what your about to read... awhile later after what you read above. The tone changes... but I'm still serious)
I'm going to clear up some things that i haven't said already. A man.... well not really a man (human)... named Kai is a close friend of mine. He's part of a cult, the reason I'm saying this is because i grew up with Kai and his friends.
Kai is part of an organization of Vampires. He made me the Princess(main girl/leader) of his cult, and that's why my username is Kai Princess. So i grew up with vampires, and it's not something to be proud of because i had to go through a lot of pain and suffering to be accepted. Hence... the biting. ^_^ Not very pleasant the first time around, but you get the point.
Let me describe Kai himself. Kai is dark and mysterious, and of course he's a little laid back. He usually has his hair down, but sometimes he puts it up in a ponytail. He wears different Japanese clothing, it's a mix of goth and Japaneses. Like something Alucard would wear. Alucard is a vampire in Hellsing... very good Anime. He has great muscle tone, and as all vampires he's very pale. Very sexy ^_^.
~~~ Kai Princess
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